I am trembling. Every cell of my body is vibrating with uncertain energy. I am not an addict and nobody slips drugs in my drinks or food (or so I know) But here I am. Every muscle every fiber. Shaking in a turbulent manner. Making me uncertain. Making me afraid
What a feeling. What a state. Have you ever felt it? Have you ever felt the control getting lost? Have you ever just felt so confused about decisions that they shake you thoroughly and absolutely? You know how hard it is to trust after being smashed again and again and again? Know it? Understand it? Get it!?
You never step in the same waters twice. You never get bitten by the same snake twice. You can never cook in the same wooden pot again. You know what! You simply cannot!
Just be quiet and let things be. If it’s meant to be It’ll find it’s way.
I’ve been lost for a while…
evilnymphstuff
August 28, 2011 at 2:00 pm
beautiful! I believe in this too: in fate… :) and fear is all part of it
Haibar Zair
August 28, 2011 at 2:02 pm
Sure is. And will surely remain. The very feeling sends shivers down my spine
Thanks for the comment!
Much appreciated
Elyas Mulu Kiros
August 28, 2011 at 2:34 pm
Let fear not make you shiver!
Let it not be inside you forever!
Yes, you might have been smashed once,
You may be smashed again, twice, thrice …
But dont forget about the Phoenix
That should be your inspiration, not defeat ..
Let the feeling be, let it be … let it, feel it
But don’t be afraid of it!
Haibar Zair
August 28, 2011 at 2:43 pm
I feel like saying
http://www.poetryfoundation.org/poem/175742
yeah..yeah…
Elyas Mulu Kiros
August 28, 2011 at 5:07 pm
Yeahyeah….what a sweet reply! You dont know how I adore Maya!!!
Elyas Mulu Kiros
August 28, 2011 at 2:37 pm
Thats an awesome entry btw! :) Great job! … i kno how it feels to be in that state … we all have to go through it every now and then, to enjoy a clear state of mind.
Apple
:)
Haibar Zair
August 28, 2011 at 8:27 pm
Thanku
Always Appreciated
Orange
=)
breakthewall
August 28, 2011 at 8:58 pm
Yeah I know what you mean, really hard to trust……. Beautiful piece :)
Haibar Zair
August 28, 2011 at 9:02 pm
Just my thought
Thanks Anne
You know, of course
kayern92
August 28, 2011 at 10:57 pm
Life is like that, I feel that always, but please do believe, as time goes by, you will become stronger and stronger. At least you learn something, right?
Cheer!!
Haibar Zair
August 28, 2011 at 10:58 pm
Yes.. Of course… After the storm if I survive, There will be a reason and a result
Thanks fer dropping by
Always appreciated !
demonsking19
August 28, 2011 at 11:52 pm
trust is like a virganity , once u lost it u cant get it back , and yep u r right that no one gets bitten by the same snake twice , and Qaid-e-Azam said ” if some one slaps ya ,its his fault but if some one slaps ya again , now its ur fault “
Haibar Zair
August 29, 2011 at 12:54 am
Fault it is..
Joe Quatrone
August 29, 2011 at 12:09 am
Wow! I understand how you feel. I’ve read 5 of your posts so far and they’re all good. You are a great writer! You are able to communicate your thoughts with such clarity and expression. Amazing!
Haibar Zair
August 29, 2011 at 12:22 am
Well. Thank you for taking time and reading my stuff
Always Always appreciated
Your words are inspiring too Sire
‘m glad you think so =)