Well. Mom’s not home today. She had to go somewhere and I am stuck alone. Never mind..never mind
So I am sitting in the room, with books all around me, begging me to open them. If you are quiet you can almost hear their tiny pleas. I am kind of lying in the sofa, with pins trying to prevent hair from coming in my eyes; Yes, I had a new haircut
You know something about me? Change is very difficult for me. Harder than you can imagine. I technically have been having the same haircut since grade 7… I changed it in grade 12 for a short while but then backslide to the older. The cut is still the same but is so short and croppy that it will be almost a week after I stop whining about it
It’s the same with everything. It takes too long and much hard work to adjust to something new. And with friends it takes months, for really good friends…years. And then when it snaps up so soon..it takes superhuman strength to go on. One piece falling out of my life changes so much. Everything starts to seem so..so..incomplete. Like with the new haircut I feel as if the world is suddenly a much annoying place to live in right now
But then, months and years will pass.. and I will gain new perceptions about life and people. My sister once said that Change is the only permanent thing in nature… But I don’t know.. once I get comfortable with something..it goes on for a long time, for example I have the same ringtone for over a year and believe me I have no intentions of getting rid of it in foreseeable future….
I am writing because there is something wrong in the air today… and there is nobody who understands.. but hell I was born to be different and I love that way
Two weeks approx. and I go back to college.
I don’t know but the more I hate change the more turns does my life take. Well, I don’t know whether it is the road we choose that makes much difference.. or is just the soul the walks upon it
Think about it
Ciao ciao =)
Title: Quote by James Oliver