For how long can you talk about the same thing, for how long can you pour yourself out? The insides are gonna run dry one day. And if the pain and anger stops feeding you, you will shrivel up. If you are filled with some other thing this time,only happiness and peace, the same puncture holes aren’t big enough now. There will be no breaths to come, or you will no longer be able to so take them in. Either way, it’s pretty much over
Is it over for me? Was it the anger, the pain, the sheer illusions that made me write? Made me breathe? Made me something different from so many I have met or avoid meeting over the years. Have I run dry? Or is it the continued happiness? The peace, the prolonged absence of that lingering pain? End of the struggle, or mere acceptance of the defeat?
Its, different..different to be standing, standing knee-deep in a small pond of stagnant water after being sea sick on a boat for so long. Yes, the vomiting stops and you feel fine for a while..but after that…it’s just..too silent. Too green, too peaceful..and too still
Man, it’s too still
(Title: American Pie by Don Mclean)
A Purple Daffodil 
:) This is so.. haunting. In a good way. U know I don’t like reading much, but ur words, they just always get to me.
Good one.
Thanks ey =)
I say don’t force it. Don’t swim against the current. If trouble wishes to find you, it will, and thus will your inspiration return. But don’t lament the loss of what kept you alive before – let your new circumstances be your inspiration. You’ll pick up the pen later, and wiser, I think. Whenever you are moved to do so.
What if the time passes by and it never returns? History repeats itself but the words end?
Well. We’ll see
Thanks fer stopping by
Beautiful… =)
So I finally got back to bloggin, well kinda! And your post if one of the few I actually read! As per usual, love it!! :)
Also, how are you doing?! It’s been too long! But guess what- I Graduated!! :D
Hey that is so superb !
Sorry, I have been away myself
It’s so great to see you =)
yeah it is! :)