Phase II

Ode to Idiots

This post is full of shameless self praise and big-headedness,with a score of judgement on every living soul I have met. Those who take offense easy, You've been warned. I am creature of impulse, not of calculation. There was once a time I regretted it, but now I don’t. When I was very young I… Continue reading Ode to Idiots

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Balderdash Thoughts, Incidents

“It was not so much that he was shut out, but that she was trapped inside”

SO my friend sends me sends me an audio message this morning about how de-sensitized he thinks he has become for a period of time, how disconnected from everything and distant from everyone. I listen to the message, my upper lip curls and look around for a while. I don't remember the last time I… Continue reading “It was not so much that he was shut out, but that she was trapped inside”

Balderdash Thoughts, Medicine: Year 4

Que sera sera..

Sometimes I feel I am way too old to be whining about friends. The moment I start my brain back-flips as the same thoughts hit me and it feels so tiring to go round and round the same circle. I literally feel a bolus of vomit stuck in my gut and one in my head.… Continue reading Que sera sera..

Balderdash Thoughts, Medicine: Year 4

It’s just the strangest thing, I’ve seen your face somewhere…

I am tired to my bones running into the same kind of people every day and every night. Wherever I turn, I see the same faces, same pointless drivel flowing from their lips and it makes my stomach turn. I see them reading the same worthless books, quoting the same quotes, wearing the same expressions… Continue reading It’s just the strangest thing, I’ve seen your face somewhere…

30th Novembers

30th November (III)

I like testing people. I do it all the time. Everyday. Every other moment. Sometimes its obvious. Sometimes it's subtle. Sometimes I get them to fail, no matter what. My test, My rules. It's a crazy world up in my head. Why ramble on into a huge story of what happened or what didn't? It… Continue reading 30th November (III)

Incidents

Again, at the crossroads

So last night I am all wrapped up in my bed, it's about 10 o'clock and I am reading a book. Someone passes by my room with a characteristic winter *ttttttttttt* of the teeth and I switch the hand holding my kindle and let the poor thing warm while the other hand take its toll.… Continue reading Again, at the crossroads

Balderdash Thoughts

Aye to my thoughts

Giving up writing is like giving up breathing. And there are times when you don't want to breathe at all. But you can't just stop breathing if you want to.. and I can't stop writing even if that one remote part of me might ever want to. Even if there is no one to read… Continue reading Aye to my thoughts

Medicine: Year 2

If only killing a certain people was legal, I would’ve been dead a long time ago

I don't even know whether I'll be able to finish typing this up or not. Every bone and every muscle of my body is aching aching aching like GAH Yeah that's right. I got a room on the second floor and the shifting left me half dead Every year it is the same damm thing… Continue reading If only killing a certain people was legal, I would’ve been dead a long time ago

Balderdash Thoughts

I AM HAPPY AND THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO !!!

Oh boy am I a great person oh hell I am great You got that straight Nobody gets so hurt all day and when the night comes and her best friend irons her hair and she irritates the hell out of her. You smile, I smile, we all laugh. What more is there to worry… Continue reading I AM HAPPY AND THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO !!!

Balderdash Thoughts

It wouldn’t be New Year if I didn’t have regrets

Hey, I was sitting. Feeling blissful after events of the last day and of course talking to my elder cousin.. my first teacher and the person who actually brought out my love for reading and writing. Boy I found a lot hidden in me after I came back from UAE and practically lived with her… Continue reading It wouldn’t be New Year if I didn’t have regrets