How do you tell someone that you hate them? Look them straight in the eye and blurt out that you despise their very existence? How do you say, that their pettiness bores you, that their presence brings you no charm, nothing at all. That it is worse that being numb, worse than being paralyzed..worse than… Continue reading “Those who hate most fervently must have once loved deeply; those who want to deny the world must have once embraced what they now set on fire”
I tell you it ain't easy as it soundsTo pack your feelings and turn aroundFirst its just bad painA hard blowLots of tears and hurtA poison spreading slowThen the time passesCruelly ticking onVenom reaches your heartPoor thing long goneSo I pack my stuff and leave townand sigh as you shut me awayI won't talk if… Continue reading Curses bring the worlds down
I am sitting on the stairs at my Uncle's huge place. Feeling the light coming through the glass pane windows. I like it here. The damp smell, the empty house. Mom's out. Sometimes I wish she didn't have to do all the chores and I could do it for her but then.. we are two distant… Continue reading Relieved is a strange thing to say – you really don’t feel that.
It doesn't take very long for a small scratch to turn into a bruise. All bruises don't heal, all wounds don't turn into scars and fade away. I might be talking pure medicine here but you know when things come from some unnamed corner of your mind or brain which we term things like 'heart'.… Continue reading Throwing away