Balderdash Thoughts

Definition of Balderdash, At your service

Oh I've got nothing to say Nothing at all Then why am I typing.. Nobody out there is waiting to read the crap I put here Yes. I am disgruntled because I am helpless. Annoyed because I am disappointed. Irritated because I have nothing to say. Nothing to do. I should rename the blog from… Continue reading Definition of Balderdash, At your service

Balderdash Thoughts

I’m not crazy, my reality is just different than yours

It's the stupid feeling when you look at yourself and feel that how stupid you are being, how melodramatic and so absolutely obvious. I am saying this because I am feeling optimistic, I am saying this because I just rinsed my face with ice-cold water and feel new. I am saying this because I know… Continue reading I’m not crazy, my reality is just different than yours

Balderdash Thoughts

To the Thawing Wind

I am sitting near the balcony, my legs are dangling through the metal bars.. long they are and ridiculous I look. But there is no one to see.. Nobody to snigger and point. I am so nicely shielded, with the gusts of wind perfecting the situation. Now I can just sit here and think.. and… Continue reading To the Thawing Wind

Short Stories

I was looking at the horizon

I was standing at the edge of a cliff. Ah. This cliff. I have been driving over this road whole of my life, but never stopped at this edge to look at this rushing water spitting foam. Cold. Yes it was cold. I looked at my bare feet barely noticing the cold biting through them, glancing at… Continue reading I was looking at the horizon