Balderdash Thoughts, Poems

The reason I talk to myself is because I’m the only one whose answers I accept

It's all going to be the same. The dark times, the low hours. Write a different story,make up different scenarios. Trust different people, love different shades. Hide, hope. Leave, stray. It's all gonna be the same. There's that caution in the air. When to say what, where to what.What if she finds out,What if he… Continue reading The reason I talk to myself is because I’m the only one whose answers I accept

Poems

Curses bring the worlds down

I tell you it ain't easy as it soundsTo pack your feelings and turn aroundFirst its just bad painA hard blowLots of tears and hurtA poison spreading slowThen the time passesCruelly ticking onVenom reaches your heartPoor thing long goneSo I pack my stuff and leave townand sigh as you shut me awayI won't talk if… Continue reading Curses bring the worlds down

Balderdash Thoughts

Relieved is a strange thing to say – you really don’t feel that.

I am sitting on the stairs at my Uncle's huge place. Feeling the light coming through the glass pane windows. I like it here. The damp smell, the empty house. Mom's out. Sometimes I wish she didn't have to do all the chores and I could do it for her but then.. we are two distant… Continue reading Relieved is a strange thing to say – you really don’t feel that.